Realizing our mistakes is a good thing but that is just the beginning. To actually change and learn from our mistakes, it requires self-discipline and perseverance because changes are always accompanied by drawbacks and discomforts. Than again, those are simply a few things we need to overcome if want to grow in God.
Are you still willing to go through changes in life?
Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. – Matthew 7: 7
God, I’m asking for more wisdom and I am going to keep asking for more each day!
Anyway, the first two days of school was great. I enjoyed debating and chemistry Theory. E. Math was dreadful, I had this fat teacher from india and I did not understand a word that was coming out of her mouth. Oh well, I guess I have to study on my own once again.
Alright, I want to score at least 5 A1s in my O levels this year and then I’ll appeal to get into a JC in 2011. I’m determined to do very well this year, so if you guys see me slacking at the wrong time, Hit me! Okay, I shall go to bed now.
Tomorrow is the first day of school for me. It’s definitely going to be very different. Different because I do not have my shepherd and my LG mates there with me but I’m still looking forward to it.
I’m gonna make this 10 months in school fruitful.
I’m gonna stop being lazy and study hard this year for my O levels.
I’m gonna grow in my relationship with God and the people around me.
I’ve got to be more faith filled this year. I need to learn to trust in God’s power more instead of my own.
- Defeat should never be a source of discouragement, but rather a fresh stimulus.
If you are a person who gives up easily upon defeat or failure. I suggest, that you.
1) Stop
2) Think
3) Look at things from a different angle
4) Get up on your feet
5) continue running!
Besides, there is always something to learn from all the mistakes that we would make in life.
- An idea not coupled with action will never get any bigger than the brain cell it occupied.
Girls don’t like boys, girls like cars and money
Boys will laugh at girls when they’re not funny
And these girls like these boys like these boys like these girls
The girls with the bodies like boys with Ferraris
Girls don’t like boys, girls like cars and money
- This song explains everything. hahahahahahahahahahha =D
My body seems rather weak today and I feel very cold all of the sudden! I think I’m gonna be sick. Anyway, 3 more day to 2010 and I’m really looking forward to the new year.
Usually, people would be afraid of their O level year, but I choose to look at things from a different angle. I’m really looking forward to things like Studying with God, going back on stage for P&W or maybe even learning a new language. Alright! I’m tired, so I’m gonna end here. Goodnight!
She has big brown eyes
Skin like honey
A smile that can make a dark room sunny
The way she Waddled
The way she smiled
With those big brown eyes and hair so wild
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Mygosh!!! The Big Brown Eyes poem sounds quite cool right! Sadly, it wasn’t written by me. Anyway, its 1.30 am and I’m still reading my book. Will I become a nerd? I hope not. Alright,I’ll go back to reading! Goodnight 
I didn’t really do much today. I spent most of my time reading and thinking today. I thought about loads of stuff but only one thing really hit me! I thought about what I had done to really please God this year. Honestly, I think I’ve not done anything this year besides screwing up most of the time. I really feel like I’ve wasted a whole year just like that. 12 months of being lazy. wow! That’s a lot of time wasted. I could have spent those time Outreaching to people. I could have spent those time in growing my people. I could have spent those time in my growing myself. I could have but I didn’t.
It really kills me inside to think of those people who could have come to know God if I had not been so lazy to speak to them. It hurts even more to look at 2 of my sheep not doing so well, because I did not do a good job in being a shepherd, I did not invest my time in them.
I knew, my laziness is something that can hinder my relationship with God and my people but still I chose to look at it as a small issue and I practically ignored it. I regretted ever doing that.
God! Every Good thing that I happened this year, it was all because of your grace. I did not do much to serve and please you this year but you had still blessed me in so many ways. God, I’m sorry and I want to Thank you for your love and grace. 2009 is coming to an end! And I really want to put everything behind and start a new. Help me, to learn from all the mistakes that I had made in 2009 so that I can grow from them and not dwell in them. I had procrastinated a lot in 2009 and that is not something that I would want to see myself doing in 2010. So God, I trust and commit my life into your hands and I pray all this in your name.
Amen.
